My 1st hectic week of my 'A' Levels examinations aka hell is finally over. For the past week I struggled with the nightmares of having one heavy paper continuously after another each day. I can say that after that whole week, I felt more discouraged than relieved. It suddenly struck me that actually I ain't any prepared for this coming 'A' Levels. When I flip over the question booklet, there are still questions that shocked me and worst of all, I still can't complete the paper in the given time span. What am I gonna do? I don't wish to repeat my J2 years again nor did I wish to go SIM after that. My dreams of getting into Psychology course would be dashed. I really feel that this year, I've been slacking and didn't even put in my 100% effort. Ask my mother and she will list down all the examples of how lazy I had become this year. However, I'd rather blame it on all the distractions around me that kept me away from my studies. I do admit that my mental strength isn't as superb and I can't resist the tempation of the devil. I felt that there are many wrong decisions that I've made this year and indeed it is seriously a rotten year. How I wish I can reverse time and ammend all the mistakes I've made.

Oh well, I think I shouldn't continue anymore, if not the post will just become more emotional and I don't wish that to happen. After my 'A' Levels I want my blog to be a marrier blog. Anyways, I need to go study my Chemistry now. I've only left with afew light papers and I'm officially done with it on 3rd Dec.