Went to crash Catholic Junior College today but then in turn got crashed instead. The problem being too many people went today to crash the school.

There are:
1. Yifan
2. Zhi Wen
3. Elton
4. Keng Huat
5. Randy
6. Lim Wee
7. Alvin
8. IceCleric


Can't you believe it? Eight people went to crash Samuel's Junior College (JC)!! Got caught during assembly by a teacher and was sent out by the principal, Brother Paul. After being sent out, we went King Albert's Park's Mac to hang out awhile. Then, we went shopping at Bugis Junction till 4pm plus. My leg really hurts! If I know the outcome, then I should not even go and crash Samuel's JC today. Sob Sob..T__T

Anyway, I think Zhi Wen makes a good fashion consultant. =]

~IceCleric~





Eh, since when I have become a fashion consultant? Is my fashion sense really that good? I think you (Gavin) have over flatter me already. Everyone have their own sense of fashion which is most likely different from others. What I like may not be what you like. Well, I do can give you some opinion on how you look when you test fit that shirt/pants. However what I said is just a comment. The final decision still lies in you cause ultimately you are the one who is going to wear that thing. No use buying something that you don't like and in the end you don't wear it rite? It's just a waste of money. Hence, I want to say, Follow Your Heart.=]

Here are some things I want to buy with my savings:
[Prices are round up amount.]
Converse Shoe-$60
The Body Shop perfume (Ocean Mist)-$30
Swatch Watch-$100
Jigsaw Puzzle+Frame-$130
Converse sports bag-$40
Fancl Lotion-$30

~IceCleric~







Woot~ Jia You IceCleric!
I'm gonna start saving up again. Last year I saved up because of the Genting trip. However this time I'm saving up for something that I want to buy together with someone.
Sigh, start of the week already got $30 deducted from my allowance for my phone bill. Anyway, I'll survive through this week with the pathetic little $10 I've left! =]




Wah! Today dam suay sia! I took the lift in the school cause I'm running late for my lessons which is at the 4th floor and I'm at basement. Then this teacher came in at 1st floor and told me that students can't take the lift. What the Hell? Then what is the use of the lift? Only for teacher's comfort? Dam sia! We pay school fees de hor! I don't think I'm gonna stay in that idiot school anymore le. It sucks totally! At first I thought that the school was not that bad after all but on second thought, I'd agree with DG that it SUX!

~IceCleric~





1 - 23S CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (CATHOLIC JUNIOR COLLEGE)
2 - 25S JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE)
3 - 37S INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (INNOVA JUNIOR COLLEGE)
4 - 35S PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE) (PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE)
5 - N77 PSYCHOLOGY & COMMUNITY SERVICES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
6 - N73 PHARMACY SCIENCE (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
7 - N59 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE/BIOMEDICAL LABORATORY TECH (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
8 - 43S MILLENNIA INSTITUTE (SCIENCE) (MILLENNIA INSTITUTE)
9 - S93 CREATIVE MEDIA DESIGN (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
10 - S57 DIGITAL MEDIA (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
11 - N55 MULTIMEDIA & ANIMATION (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
12 - C84 DIGITAL MEDIA DESIGN (NANYANG POLYTECHNIC)

Here are my choices I've made. Dam angry sia, they don't accept new course code that is offered in the Polytechnic. I wanted to take Film, Sound and Media course in Ngee Ann.
Thanks to the very special person that answers my yesterday's post and told me to follow my heart. Thanks for everything this week and for meeting my very selfish wants. I want to tell you that I will not let you go no matter what the course. Cause you are so precious to me.

Went to IKEA today after service at my Kor's (Mark) church. The place was humongous. There's alot of fancy fancy furnitures. I wanted everything. However, I don't have enough cash with me. Hence, I brought a jar. Mark kept saying I'm wasting money buying a jar just for storing sweets and chocolates. Well, I do have greater plans for that. I buy the jar not for my use but I want to use it to store sweets and chocolate and gave it to someone on a very special day, which is drawing near.
Today was super tired. Walked alot. Yawnz..

~IceCleric~






This is the JAE (Joint Admission Exercise) period and its very crucial to me. Whatever I choose now will affect my future. I understands how you felt. I know too if I go into a JC (Junior College) I'll be very busy and left no time for other things. If I go into a Polytechnic my life will be more free, however during my third year there I'll be very busy too. I think of both choices before and I have come to a decision.

Polytechnic:
1st and 2nd years can be foundation then when 3rd year when I'm busy, there won't be too much misunderstanding between you and me.
There's only two courses that I wanted to go. Pharmacy Science or Psychology. My range is very small, and these two courses are hard in terms of getting into a local university.

Post taken down due to being too personal and emotional.

Junior College:
I will not have enough time for most of the things. I'm afraid that feelings will fade and quarrels will begin. I don't want to neglect you.
However me and you will get equally busy, hence there will be no time for personal stuffs. Sacrifice are needed.
This is the most direct route for me to get into a university and get myself a degree.

The decision lies in my hands. I held great responsibility.


~IceCleric~


Today (25/01/2008 Friday) was super tired. Was already out since morning at around 9.30am to meet a friend for movie at Plaza Singapura. When I've reached, I heard my stomach growl. Oh no! I need the toilet! Melodies are then being heard from the gents. Luckily there isn't much people in Plaza Singapura in the morning, so what ever music I made in the toilet, nobody cares! LoLz..We then watch the movie called The Mist. It is adapted from the story of Stephen King. There's no ghost in the movie but just monsters. It's rated NC16. However, I think the rating NC16 dosen't fit the movie. There's not much glore, just a few parts. The most disgusting part is when the baby sipders popped out of a human's body. Not just one baby spiders but tones of them! That was dam gross! Other then that part, I think the movie should be rated PG (slight glore). During the movie, I admit, I was super tensed up and scared. When ever the scary part comes, I will cover my ears. Why cover my ears? Cause, it's usually the sound effects that scares me not the graphics. Anyway, thanks Eugene for the treat. =]

After that, at around 3pm I left Plaza Singapura and went to Paya Lebar for connect group meeting (Church). By that time I almost had my energy drained. Mainly because of lack of sleep. Went to Siang's house the day before and drank some voka as a mean of celebration (for our 'O' Level results) and stayed to 2am plus in the morning. When I've reached home and settled down, it was nearly 4am in the morning.
Anyway, so much about the reasons why am I tired, lets get back to the main topic shall we? As I've mentioned, I was tired by then and through out the connect group meeting, I wasn't really concentrating. However, I did catch the points Daniel was trying to make thorugh his little sermon. When the meeting was finally over, you are the first person that I messaged.

I have an outing with you today. Was kinda emotional waiting on you in the bus-stop, maybe I'm just thinking too much-like what you always said to me. However, I don't know why, when I saw you, light suddenly come into this grey world of mine. You seems to process magic, a magic so strong that makes me forget all my worries. Thank you!

~IceCleric~





Today the 'O' Level results are released. I'm super worried sick before I get my results. I was afraid that I will screwed it up dam badly. I'm scared that I can't even make it to a Junior College. I myself knows that which subject I've screwed up badly. I anticipated for whatever that will show in my result slip.

The boulder in my heart was finally released when I got my results. I was totally stunned beyond words. The subject which I think that I had screwed up got a good grade, A2! I can't believe my eyes. I was filled with joy, elated. Even though I didn't get the results I wanted for my L1R5, I'm still glad that I can make it to a Junior College.

Here are my results:
English C6
Humanities A2
E-Maths A2
A-Maths B3
Biology B3
Chemistry B3
Physics A2
Chinese A2

L1R5->17
L1B4->14

Even though I didn't get any A1, but I still quite glad. Thank the Lord! Thank you Jesus!
I also want to thank you for spending time out together with me today. I like your company.

~IceCleric~






I was quite shocked when I received an SMS from newurbanmale, saying that I'm due for an interview today. (Wednesday 23/01/08). I can go at any timing from 9am-10pm. The interview is held at The Heeren Mall at the outlet itself.
The reason I was shocked was because that I applied for the job quite some time ago, when I'm in my holidays last year. Now then they tell me that I'm due for interview. It's like kinda slow? =.=ll|

In the end, I did went for the interview. I was handed a piece of paper containing a question. The question is : Should Cows Wear Bras? WTH!? I was stunned when I read the question. What kind of question is this? Moreover, I was supposed to write my views less then 500 words. In the end I treat it as an essay and wrote some views on it. When I went back to hand in the "essay", the manager was away. O.o I sat waited for an hour. Out of boredom, I sms-ed some of my friends on their views of the question I got. Nai Jie's answer was the most hilarious of them all. Shan't tell you about what he replied.
I think that I've just screwed up my interview. I wasn't prepared for the questions the manager was going to ask and I end up stumbling. Aww..it's ok that I don't get this job. I ain't in urgent need of money now. Plus I don't think I got time to work also. Oh one more thing! The manager is super cute and handsome! LoLz..its real, you have gotta see it yourself!

Anyway on my way back. I meet a mentally siao person on the train. He kept scolding the air, plus scold so loud. Then, I saw alot of KPO Singaporeans. Thinking that I'm going to be a psychiatrist or a psychologist, and I'm gonna deal with this kind of people. OMG

I know that you are really busy recently. I understands how you felt. But can you don't neglect me? Its so painful that I don't have your attention. I don't wish my feelings to fade. I want to embrace you.

~IceCleric~





Oh My God! It's said that the 'O' level results are released sometime this week. It's also rumored that its on the 24th January 2008, 1.45pm. I know my outcome already. I'll prepare a box of tissue paper when I enter the school hall. What I reap is what I sow.

~IceCleric~





One week passed already? It was like so fast! An blink of the eye and here I'm, Sunday.
I realized that I haven't been blogging since my last blog which is on Thursday. Well, even though this week passes by like a flash, I'm contented that I've not spend my time at home rotting away.
Well, now all my weekends are booked.

Smile and the World will Smile to You!

~IceCleric~





It's you who told me not to give up. It's you who stand by me when I'm down. Hereby I wanna tell u the same too! Don't Give Up! I know hanging on is hard too and giving up always seems to be the easiest thing to do. However, that's just called running away from the problems. I know you are very tired/stressed, take some time off, listen to some classical music or even a stroll down the beach/park. You will feel better by then. =] Exercising helps too, it makes your mind fresh, even though after exercising you will feel lethargic. I hope this weekend you could play your favourite sports to your heart's content bah =] JIA YOU!
I will stand by you in your hardest times to give you encouragements and support.

~IceCleric~





When people are silent and alone, they tend to drift away in deep thoughts or day dreaming. I've found a quiet place to rest in my school campus. I'll usually pop by that place during my breaks. I don't really like the food in the canteen plus the anti-social me, I don't really have much friends there.
When I sat there, I sometimes do think about alot of other stuffs that is not related to school work. When I'm there I also will take out my mobile phone and start messaging that someone cos I really miss that someone's company.
I also realize that when I starts to smile more, my day will then be great. However if I'm emotional, my day will be rotten then. Hence I'm trying my best to smile everyday.
I fasted today. Reasons? Cos I'm worried about someone and somethings. Hence, I'm gonna fast from today till this Friday.

There's alot I wanna tell you but I just don't dare to say it through the phone or even through text messaging.
1. I want to tell you that you have brighten up my day with simple replies.

2. I will not neglect you, I'm going to give in 100% of me this time. I'm serious!

3. I'm willing to change for your sake.

4. I'm worried about your unstable condition now. I wanted to give in all, but are you ready? Can you put the the past and start afresh with me?

5. I'm extremely jealous of your previous who you always mention about. I find your previous is very big hearted/wei da. I wanted to be like your previous also, giving you joy everytime and the actions touches your heart. I know I can't do as well as your previous does but I'll give in whatever I can give.

6. I don't want to end up like the recent one. I will do everything in my power to keep this going forever. I'm just crazy over you. Do you believe that it will last forever?

7. Will you promise me to give in your best too? I don't want to lose you, don't leave me can?

8. I understands that you may experience stress sometimes, tell me and I'll understand. Cos everyone needs their own breathing space.

9. I like the way you are, stop telling me that you are bad already. I'm willing to trust you whole hearty.

~IceCleric~





I'm so glad that I'm alive.
I thought that I'd be dead soon
but its you who breath live into me once again.
Thank you so much.
I won't let anything happen to you,
I wanna protect my savior.
I'm gonna treasure to till my very last breath.
I promise with all my heart and soul that
even in my toughest times I would not neglect you. Cos I LOVE you!
Cause its you who give me live again.

Yesterday, to be frank, I ain't concentrating in service. Pastor David Shearer talked about the Jealousy of God. The sermon was too profound then Pastor How's, hence I begin to drift away, daydreaming. I'm sorry God, that even though I'm in you house, but my mind wasn't. I pray for forgiveness to come. Thank you God. Amen.

~IceCleric~





So far till now, I've only experienced three near fainting experience.

One, is when I'm super angry with my dad and, if I'm not wrong, my blood pressure raise and I felt dizzy when I'm walking on the road.

Two, is when I fractured my wrist last year at Aloha Loyang that time. The pain is so great that causes me nearly to faint.

Three, is today when I went to the gym. I think over worked and causes my stomach muscle to cramp. Then again the pain was extremely great that I almost fainted when I stumbled my way to the toilet. My mind went blank for a instant; I can't concentrate, my sense of sight became blurred. My sense of balance is lost as I need to lean against the wall to assist me to walk towards the toilet. That was close, I'm really worried that I might just faint on the spot.

~IceCleric~





Here's a Music Video (MV). It's kinda sad. Sorry to those non-Chinese people who viewed my blog, cos the MV is in Chinese. Enjoy the video bah! Anyway the song's meaningful too, if possible, listen to the lyrics.




Well, if you are wondering, its not me who got a treat but rather me treating people Pepper Lunch. My parents told me that when I got my salary, I gotta treat my sisters to a meal and it came to past that I have gotten my salary and is due for the treat. After counting all my expenses, I decided to take my sisters to Pepper Lunch and have a meal. After all, a meal at Pepper Lunch costs about $10 per person and it's delicious too; hence it's worth the money.
Wah, eat until so bloated! Even now I'm still full.
Anyway today's outing was fun =] I really enjoyed it.

Here, I also want to thank another person for making my day great yesterday, even though I didn't went to my chalet. 520

~IceCleric~






Sitting at the coast, feeling the breeze and enjoying the scenery is a nice thing to do. However, too much of it isn't good. You will either caught a flu or have stomachache (like what the Chinese said, the wind go into the stomach.) Unfortunately, IceCleric gotten both stomachache and flu. LoLz.. If I've known, I would not wants to sit down so long then, but the scenery is really nice--only except for the sea pollution. I love the coast, just by sitting there alone for hours can take away my stress and my troubles. Yesterday I was there at Pasir Ris Park with someone. Maybe I just spend a little too much time with the someone that I've missed out most of the activities of my class chalet. However, I think it's worth it. I really felt so happy after everything yesterday. Anyway, I'm going back to the chalet after I posted this post.

Today in school I kept smiling to myself. I've been a long time since I smiled to myself in this way. The whole day I was there with the "XD" expression on my face.

My voodoo doll is in your hands, every move you makes inflicts great deal of pain. Be it withdrawing the pain of inserting the pin, it never fails to deliver pain. I don't wish to be your voodoo, but what else could I do now? It's too late...

~IceCleric~





I hate practicing MY THEORY!

"When someone who you have interest in is near you, all your attention will be on him/her.

OR

When someone who is handsome/pretty walked past you, your head will turn back and look at him/her again. "

~IceCleric~

Lessons starts officially today at the Millennium Institute. After separating from Gavin and report to our respective classes, I became very emotional. Reason? The anti-social me started to show up again. Though I introduced myself to some people in my class, I still can't get along with them well. In the orientation I only know this guy called Jeremy and he is from another class, hence I really have no one else to talk to already. Majority of my class are girls and they all have their own cliques of friends. Well, even though I saw Jeremy during the break, I did not join him as he has a friend with him. I ended up being silent then usual the whole day.
Arghh..why do I always have this mental problem with making new friends? God, help me. I want to overcome it!

~IceCleric~





There's alot I gotta change this year. I'm trying my best to do it, and hope it better works.






Offering Sermon:
~What we give determines the status of the person.

Love Undeservedly:
-Mercy is not getting what we do deserve. eg, Punishment
-Grace is getting what we do not deserve. eg, Blessing

We tend to Love those:
-who deserved to be loved.
-people according to performance.
-according to benefits
-people who love us
-people because of relationships
-people who we are grateful to

• Evil/Non-Christian/Worldly people can also be very loving, not just Christians.
• However, people of the world only love those who deserved to be loved.

Then what makes Christians different from those people of the world?

• As a Christian, we should love people undeserving of our love.
• Look at Matthew 5:43-48

• We should not live in the world where we wait to be loved but we should be the one who initiates love.
• The sad truth=>We usually response to people's love. eg. In an orientation program, if someone who we don't know from the same group smiles at us and greets us, we will then do the same to them. Most of the people in the world are like this, they only respond when other people starts interacting with them. They won't even initiate the talk. Therefore, we should initiate love and not respond to love.

• Even God loves the undeserving people. He makes the sun rise on both the evil and the good and let rain fall on both the wicked and the kind. The bible didn't says that he makes the sun explode on the evil and let hail storms and thunderstorms strike the wicked.

• When people are down and out, undeserving, that is the time we should show them Love.

• The world=> The greater people are, the more they abuse their power.

• We should not be like that.

• However we should be like=> The greater we are, the more mercy and grace we should show.
• How we treat the people below/under us reflects how loving we are, not how we treat people above us. Cause people usually treat people with higher ranks with much more respect.

English Lessons:
Magnanimous=>Very generous or forgiving even towards one's rival.

Finally I'm gonna end off with a verse from the bible.
1 Corinthians 13:4
"Love Suffers Long and is Kind..."

~IceCleric~








~IceCleric~


STOP! IF YOU ARE UNDER 16, PLEASE DO NOT CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO ENLARGE IT AND SEE IT, COS THE CONTENT IS EXPLICIT!
Anyway special thanks to http://thedunggirl.blogspot.com for this picture, cause I took it from there =P






"Thank you Lord oh Jesus, for helping me to make the right choice. You are glorious Lord! You show me an answer when I'm stucked between my decisions. Thank you Lord. Amen."

I've finally decided which path to choose for my situation-which I've mentioned yesterday. I came to work today and told my in-charge what I'm facing now, and she told me that its better to go for my PAE then to work. Study is more important. Hence she called up her cousin and asked him to come and replace me next week. For a moment, I suddenly got this joy inside me, cos I did not get scolded-as I thought there would be. However, its not right do quit my job half way through, I was told that I shouldn't have even started working in the begining. Well, I too have my own difficuilties. It's not me who wish to start working this job. I was forced into it buy my parents and my aunt. I hate them giving me so much pressure. Why can't I choose what I like to do?Think my pay's gonna be not much this time, just hope its enough for me to buy a PSP Slim, pay for my exploded phone bill, give 10% to the chuch tithe and treat my sisters and my friends a meal.

Tomorrow's the last day of MI orientation programme. I've gotta grab my chance now, or its never! MI here I come!

~IceCleric~





I dragged myself out of my beloved bed today morning at 6am. I'm in my zombie mode even after I had taken my morning shower. [my morning shower actually to made me wake up or more or less awake] Well, gonna give credits to yesterday night's activity at East Coast Park. Siang asked me to accompany him to East Coast Park to his friend, Pei Xuan's chalet. After the outing I'm already worn out already. As you know, IceCleric is a sleeping pig, he everyday atleast needs 10hours of sleep! Ops, so much about my yesterday's outing forget to tell you about my today's orientation at MI!

Today's the first day of school; the traffic is jammed through out Singapore during the morning peak hours as most parents are sending their child to school. Public transport aren't spared as more students are trying their best to squeeze into the already packed bus. There I was outside MI sitting on the bus-stop waiting for Gavin's appearance. Before he arrived, DG alighted from bus 178. At first I thought that she was a girl from class 4/3, think Veronica's her name, cos her hair from the back looks like the hair of that girl from the back.
Gavin arrived shortly after I had some words with DG. Gavin and I then went into the campus, looking for toilets. =.=
The hall was quite nice, its air-conditioned some more! Then we gathered there. I belonged to the clan called Filntstones and Gavin's Welsely [think I spelt it wrongly]. After the long attendance marking, we played Ice-Breaker game. IceCleric ain't good in names hence he had a hard time trying to figure out the names of the people.
Well, I then got to know this guy named Jeremy from Bukit View Secondary. He's kinda cute-definition:ugly but adorable, but this a little too quiet, like me? Haha..
Apart from him I actually set in front of the Birthday boy this morning when we assemble for attendance taking. His name is Sherman, far more good looking then the Sherman IceCleric knows.
There's also a few girls, which IceCleric had trouble remembering both their faces and their name. However there's this little girl who is short and petite, looks really kawaii. Her name-if I don't remember wrongly-is Mei Xin or something like that.
There's two people I find them strange in my clan though. They looks like mentally disabled people. Kinda afraid of them, hence I didn't talk to them. Anyway, today I didn't talk much to anyone though, got say no say also no difference. =.=ll|
There's even people coming from the east side of Singapore to MI, I'm shocked! Traveling from the east all the way to MI-which is located at the west-takes more then one hour!
Finally the mass dance today was super funny! It's Cha Cha! Moreover we are paired with a girl. All the steps are like so embarrassing sia!
My clan then had this super horny cheer. With the Ah~ sound. When our clan leaders recite to us, we were all there laughing and the sound he produces.
Overall, I find today a very nice day in orientation, atleast not everyone is black-faced like me. How I wish that I can go back to MI the next day and continue their orientation. I regretted agreeing to my aunt when she told me that her factory needs a last minute office worker. Now, here I am pondering over the situation.

~IceCleric~





I woke up, asking myself where am I. Only to realize that I have reached year 2008. Everything was too swift to be caught. 2007 left a deep scar of bad memories for me. I hope I will wake up from this nightmare in 2008.

Yesterday's countdown party wasn't quite what I expected. Samuel invited lots of class 4/5 people to party for the countdown. Not wanting to join them early, I only arrived when they are having dinner. The usual teasing thing occurred, but this time I found her more beautiful then she was from the last time I've seen her; maybe due to the fact that she reborn her hair bah.
We went to Jurong Lake Park to play after dinner and I snapped some photos. Boon Lay was our next destination; the countdown party at the heartlands are held there.
The fireworks this year was beautiful except the fact that after it explode in the sky, there's tiny residues dropping on our faces. =.= Maybe they have shot the fireworks too low le bah?
All in all, this year's countdown is really different. I didn't get a chance to be with Xiong and Siang; they both have their own group of friends. However, I'm happy that I can spend the countdown together with my crazy bunch of classmates. Thanks Alvin for entertaining me. =]

~IceCleric~