Wee! Next Tues I'm going to Genting Highlands(Malaysia)!
Gifts (for Christmas) anyone? ^^
1. Buying something for Arthur
2. Buying something for Xuan
anymore?

~IceCleric~





Signed up for Red Camp 4 alone, and I there on the first day almost bored to death. I had to wake up super early in the morning just to catch bus 154 to reach Ngee Ann Poly. The registered myself at the conventional centre. The whole camp started out quite fun and slowly gets boring. I tired myself out end of the day.

There's goodies given and we do get to make our own stuffs too. During the CCA fiesta I only went to try Archery, sad to say there isn't Tennis, if not I surely will give it a shot.

Gavin called and we talk awhile on the phone, my batteries was running low that time, hence when he ring me the 2nd time I told him not to call anymore cos I need the reminding battery to dial for my parents when the whole day camp is over.

Not bad saw some Jurong students there but I don't really know them so didn't talk to them too. Also saw Pang Yong.(Siang's friend, from YCSS) It was he who called me when I walked past him.

The MC shared with us 1 NC16 joke. One day a boy from tribe Vikings went into the class room and drew 1 male organ on the white board and left. When the teacher saws it she quickly rub it off. The next day this boy came again and drew a bigger version on the board. The teacher rubbed it off again. Then this boy told her,"the harder you rub, the bigger it will grow."

This camp is classified into different tribes namely the Vikings(Green), Centurions(Yellow), Ninjas(Blue), Spartans(White) and the Apaches(Red). They say people from Vikings are very horny cos Vikings have horns. When I heard that I think I became ice already. =.=|ll

The camp lasts three days and I only went for 1. I think they call it Red Camp 4 is maybe cos its a death camp bah? 4 in Chinese means die, then red is colour of blood.

~IceCleric~





Holidays' here to stay, don't even know what to do..
So today went to town with my youngest sister to do some window shopping. Don't know is suay or what, saw Joel, Max and Gurav at Taka de basement there eating.

I wish that everything could settle down now and let it be. I'm just too tired to handle any more new circumstances.

~IceCleric~





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Firstly I wanna thank you all for being so honest with me. Now I realized the fault I'll try my best to change. No, I won't get upset or anything. It's just the fact that needs to be pointed out. I was blind not to see those faults. I don't know am I doing this right, I'm going for the change yet its just getting worst...

Things that needs to be take note of:
1. Stop repeating things that had been said already.
2. Don't criticize and give too much comments when people's eating. (keep them to myself)
3. Don't act too much in front of people. (maybe I'm just wearing too much Mask le bah)
4. Be more sensitive to other's feelings and give them breathing space.
5. Think lowly of myself. (that's the best way to lower my ego bah?)

Can't think of any anymore. For the moment I'll just work on these few stuffs bah. Hope I can change for the better

~IceCleric~





To all my friends who know me:






1st up I wanna post about my Horoscope from Friendster. Was quite shocked when I read it.

Leo

After tomorrow, I'm officially free!
Lets review the plans for this week shall we?
1. Go Seoul Garden with James and gang.
2. Go Gym (must beef up myself)
3. Go watch movie with Arthur.
4. Go back church (must drag Siang along!)
5. Make appointment with Andrew to learn to play tennis. (don't if his A's finish already or not)
6. Find job.
Well, that's so far for now. Maybe there are still more coming up=P

~IceCleric~





Is it a blessing that you didn't go together to Genting with us? I'm know you are reading my blog, so I think you should know who you are. Your lies are just so fake. If you don't have the heart to go together with us, then just say it! Say I look down on you? I know you higher then me, I should look up to you! Really hate that attitude of yours! I know, after so many years of friendship we are just specks in you eyes. S****n isn't! Find work also didn't inform us, ask you where, you also keep changing the topic to avoid. I really want you to reflect upon yourself! I think the person who changed the most is you and not S***g. You never keep your promises and were always late. I think I need to emphasize on the late part. That's where I got so F*ck up with you. I know I ain't in any position to judge you but your actions really irks me!

Maybe you didn't go isn't so bad after all. We found 3more persons to replace you. Plus the other two is own self willing to join us and they are girls summore! I'll show you how much fun that you had missed out. The people coming are WH, CS, SC, XT, DY. Thanks guys for coming! =)

~IceCleric~





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Yet another strange dream I had today before I woke up. Maybe I've been playing too much already bah? Here's how it goes: This time I were running away from this badie. He was after me for something important and I got that something he wanted. I ran into a shopping mall and saw my friends there chatting. The two person I remember vividly was Siang and James. (There were other of my friends but I can't seems to remember who was there already.) Siang decided to help me while James was there eating his instant noodles. Siang took a cup of ice and a straw and set off together with me to hunt the person back. We walked the whole shopping mall, finally found him there outside a shop. The Siang fired the ice cubes using the straw like machine gun. The badie ran for his life and hide inside a room and quickly pulled the shutter down. Just then James appeared before the shutter was closed completely down and throw in a MSG packet bomb(seasoning packet from the instant noodles he was eating earlier on). The bomb looks like this:
LoLz. When the shutter was opened the badie face is completely covered with the seasoning powder. ~end of dream~
Was like so awkward lors. Why recently I've been having such strange dreams? Anyway I'm grateful for not having nightmare of "you".
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Heard from Xiong that Cyndy and XT wanna join in the Genting trip today morning. Was so shocked. I can't believe what I saw. Anyway lets wait for more updates from him bah!

~IceCleric~





First thing in the morning I got this funny dream. Maybe is that I watched too much happytreefriends le bah.

People were busy with a party. Then my friends and I went into this party. We were given a cute little stuffed toy with big head. Something that looks like what the girl in the picture below is holding..
Then out of the sudden, the head explode! "Boom!" the all our faces turn black. Chao Da, know what I mean? Was like so LoL lors. Then the people in the party teach us how to make this kinda bomb. During the making process, I woke up le.

Lucky it isn't the nightmare again. Then today is my first day of my "holiday" felt so bored at home. Really got nothing to do. My sister is doing he cross-stitch, then I remembered that I bought 1 in the past and haven't complete yet. Then I took it out, do a little felt so tired and bored. Messaged you. You told me anything I can SMS you, but you only replied 30% of the time, why do I still SMS you then? I don't understand my actions.

Went to gym today. Saw James, QY, ZM, KK. Their talking was like very loud. Almost the can hear their laughing from the other end of the gym. =.= Measured my weight. I hate it! Don't think I'm gonna tell here. Found out my strength dropped. Can't carry very heavy weights. Think I stressed myself too much, now muscle ache le >.<

Think I'm gonna buy the tickets today, maybe tomorrow morning. Too tired today. For your info, I'm going to Genting this 27th-30th Nov. Finally went to buy my own ring already. Really hope that I'm receiving it from you as a christmas present, but never mind already.

~IceCleric~





Emo for so many days le finally calmed down le! Felt so happy for myself.
Today learnt something from the VCD my sister have been watching recently. It's a Taiwan drama, starring Luo Zhi Xiang and Big S.
I direct translate for you all bah, since I can't type chinese here.
"Wait! Can you do me a favour? Please close your eyes. Can you try to remember my looks?"
Well, this is the part where the Big S is about to leave Luo for some reasons-I don't know cause I only watch here and there-but she still have feelings for him.

I had this very strange dream yesterday when I was having my nap-again=.=
I dreamt that I was in a public s****r RX with you. I tried pushing you away from me but I don't know why I felt so weak. Your arms seems stronger then my strength that keep hooking on me. Suddenly I saw people came in, then I woke up already. What is this? I don't understand..Why do I always have this kinda strange dream with you? 1st in a unknown place now like this? OMG! Help! I'm really trying to run away from the reality! If everything could be restarted will this happen to me and you again? My N73 really seems very quiet recently. I don't think I'm used to this kinda silence. Nevertheless, I had promised myself to change for the better and better for get you! I wanna let you know that you chose the wrong path! Gonna make you regret for doing this!

YAY!!! After tomorrow's two tiring paper, I'm more or less free le! Cos after that I only left with Chemistry, Physics and Biology paper1 which is on the 12th and the 13th of Nov! Then hor 16th still need to go back to school for the 1st 1month briefing. Was planning to go dye my hair on 14th de lors. No choice, think gonna buy a ring and pierce my ear 1st bah. =P

Suddenly felt that all my posts are extremely long these few days..

~IceCleric~





Ahhh!!!
A few days back when I was cleaning up most of the worksheets in my bedroom, I found a appointment sheet. It's from Health Promotion Board. It states that I'm due for an booster jab this Sat-which is today->3/10/07. My breast dropped when I saw that appointment O.o!

Having no choice, I woke up early today and dragged my mother along to, as the letter states that the parent must come or the consent form must be signed. Well, I don't have the consent form, so my mother had to come along with me lors! Actually asked that Xuan to come along with me in the beginning de, but then he isn't free.

Anyway, I was in front of the immunization room and there was a girl before me. Don't know why I got intimidated suddenly. I became very tense up. SMS-ed a few people and got 1 reply which told me to treat it as an ant bite.
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Actually when the nurse stuck in that tube, I wasn't really that pain only when she pull out a little and pushed the piston,then that is when I felt the pain. Very sharp pain. For a moment my whole attention was on that hurtful hand. What ant bite!? Feels more of like gotten poison sting lors..Luckily only got 1 jab. Remembered 2years back, I took 2 or 3 jabs at 1 go. Wah, then that time my hand was like pain for around 3days lors! Now my arm isn't that painful anymore le, only feeling a little weak. Oh, plus today I ate 2 drops of the funny funny medicine. Bitter like hell sia! >.< Yucks!

~IceCleric~


Upon hearing the news yesterday, I was like over the moon! What I cursed actually came true! Call me evil! Issit a new skill for Finger Buddha? Curse!? If u read my previous posts then you shall know what I cursed. =P Really felt like over the moon. Now you can felt how I was feeling that time! Retribution bah? I think I shan't elaborate further already.

Really MADE UP MY MIND already! Thanks Kor for counseling me yesterday! I finally got outta my dilemma! Wah, thought I'll go into depression or something like that lors! Luckily didn't! Well I'll surely remember the two special days de! What is the use of me getting back into the game when you don't feel like playing anymore? I myself is tired already. Felt so stupid doing all those stuffs for the past few days! Kor really wake me up to my senses! Learning psychology is a good thing sia! I will remember the 3 things you told me de!-> Observe, Mentality, Heart!
Now I'm just too tired of anything already. All I would want now is to settle down and let my wound heal, meanwhile I'll go for a change, I wanna change my old ways. All I want now is to be happy everyday, so please don't try to provoke me already. =D

I still believe that it's fate that brought me and you together de! And also fate that separate me and you! I didn't expect this to happen though. I was there and you came along. Well my character is bad mouthed but weak at heart. So maybe that's why you invaded into my life. Well, the dream I had that time was like this: I was in a unknown "shopping mall"-I supposed-there was something big and everyone was running for their lives. In the midst of this confusion I saw you, slightly in front of me. I recognize the back view of you and so I went to tap you on you shoulder. However when you turned back, I woke up from my strange dream already. Now, I don't think your presence is in my house anymore, I can sleep soundly without thinking of you! Oh please remember your agreements to me earlier.

The new song I put up is nice! Listen to it bah! I wanna delicate to you also!

~IceCleric~





I went to West Coast today. Thanks Siang for accompanying me to go there. Really feel rotten today. Yesterday even taking a nap I dreamt of you. Why are you still hunting me? Should I summon a Priest to my house to scare off your existence? Get lost! I trying to start afresh here! You are already happy with that person already, why still hunt me!? Don't make me hate you! What you are doing seems like that Jed's actions!

Well, went to West Coast "reservoir"-that's what Siang called it. I find it more of a lake though.
We walked along the coast of that lake for a few kilometers and finally I went out of my mind. I screamed like mad. The sun is very hot, feel like crying out but I can't cos I'm sweating like a pig already. Scream so much that my throat can almost kenna scream out le! Then, we went to talk 176 to West Coast Park.


Reached West Coast Park I went to climb the big big pyramid. Wah, very scary at first lors. Whole body is shaking when I climb. But then I pluck up my courage and CLIMB! Yay! Reached the third floor where there is a "platform"-made of ropes. Stayed there awhile. Sun still very hot. Almost can drown in my sweat le lors. Then I nothing to do so snap some photos. The one on the left is one of the a few I took. That's me for your info. Other pictures think can see my pimples very clearly. So don't think I won't post them bah. I take this picture to show you how happy I am without you! Then we played one more thing then felt very tired already then we went to the bench and sit awhile. Suddenly I went crazy again and scream like mad. Siang was taken aback. Well just hope that other people there don't treat me as crazy! Then we went to Mac for our lunch. That's it for today's West Coast trip.

Wa Kao leas! Today de horoscope is like so diaoz lors:

Leo

~IceCleric~





I'm really happy with the decision I've made. Let it go! Thanks Kor for counseling me, I really appreciate it! Cos yesterday you sacrificed your sleeping time to talk to me. You are a very good Kor indeed >.<

Well I've realized that there are still friends who actually cared for me not just you. Well, thanks Egyptian Demoness Queen for the encouragement yesterday. =)
Now you seems cold even though I tired cheering up myself and talk to you normally. Don't even think that you are reading my post lors.. Never mind, let bygones be bygones. I won't hate you. Hating people is very tiring-that's wad my Kor told me. We are still friends, but the relationship is strained, it will take sometime to heal though. Wish you bliss.

Kor also made me realize that I need to change my attitude. My easily emo and super sensitive attitude, wait plus my bad tempered ways! Wah, didn't know I was so bad!? Kor told me if you determined to change then you will change! Plus Mentality is also important! Hence, now I wanna change my old ways! First, I think I'll start controlling my temper and start speaking nicely to others and don't be rude. Let's see if I can succeed yeh? What if I do succeed? Any treats from anyone? hehe..=P

To those who cares about me, I'm alright already. Even though still feeling a little emo at times. But I'll force myself to be happy! Can't show a black (racist) face to my friends rite? I also regretted that I slashed myself again yesterday after reading your message. Now my hand is like so beautiful, cos this time I attempted scissors, can't find pen-knife. Well who knows, next time I may just use a chopper instead. WAHAHAHA! Think what Egyptian Demoness Queen said to me earlier was true, it's surely addictive. Plus yesterday when I cut my left arm, I don't feel pain. Maybe my heart is more painful at that point of time that it numbed the pain on my left arm bah? Well, I'm alright already! Short pain is better the longer pain. The longer I hold you the more pain I got. So I just let it off already! Now, I'm carefree!

Well, my Kor actually told me if you didn't find another person there's still chance for me, but now the 3rd party had already interfere the game, I don't stand a chance anymore. Well maybe I'm too rash also enter the game with you at the wrong time. Should enter with you now, but I scared that by this time I won't get a chance anymore. Think that person enters the game just at the right time, I know you are all confused now, the best decision is that I retreat from the game. I lost! Then I shall let you two continue the game bah! I'm a evil Christian, I curse you! Shall make you regret your actions! *Evil Laughter*

Pui! me going for a change, why am I saying this? Pui! Pui! Pui!

Actually I've planned loads of activity to compensate for the time loss. But it's too late. You won't go Ice-Skate with me, don't even mention about Neo-Prints or even overnight stay at my house. Even the presents and stuff. I shall flush them down the toilet..bye memories of the past! Hello Memories of the future!

~IceCleric~