Had a little "short" standing converstion with Mdm Wong (my civics tutor) yesterday after my Biology tutorial. It made me realised quite some things and did motivate me a little. However, due to lack of sleep and drinking chicken essence before I go to school that day did not much of any help though. I did not do anything when I reached home yesterday as I was slacking my my time off by watching television programmes from 7pm till 10pm. After which, I was left with not much of the mood and energy to study anymore hence I went to bed. OMG! I have just wasted another day that I can use it productively for studying.

As one tries to push back everything to next time, he will only realise that one day, the things that he needs to settle are so much so much that it will collaspse at him and made him collaspse. Pushing away things are just some ways to run from the reality. Now, I really got lots of things to catch up. My EoM is still undone (as in still like shit), I need to come up with the script of my Oral Presentation (OP) video, neither had I start on my I&R which will be due the nest day of my PW OP, on top of that I still need to revise for my Mid-Course lest being retained.



Sometimes, I really heard this voice that come from deep inside of me asking me: " Do you really want to get promoted? Are you serious of going into Medicine course in the University?"

Sometimes I really want to move and study and do everything, but my body is my limiting factor, my alter ego too. They are always there to put on cuffs on my leg and restrict me from running forward. Instead I could only drag my feet along as I walk... ....