Public Apology
I’m glad that the unhappy things are trashed out today at the round table. I just sat there and listen; I know most of the faults are mine and I have no comments. Thanks people for coming clear today, burying the hatchet and giving each other another chance to start anew. Since you all have already know my new address of my blog, then most probably you all will come back and check if there are any more updates on this incident. I shall take this chance to apologise to those who my words had hurt them, either through verbal means or written means. I am really sorry, from the bottom of my heart.
After doing some self reflection, I think I’m really selfish and had learnt a lot from this incident. The following few paragraphs are what I have learnt and realized today.
I’ve learnt that words kills people easily. One might be hurt emotionally but might not show. Hence, I want to take back my word of cursing Aaron and spiking YiChong. I hope we all could be promoted as a class at the end of this year.
I learnt about one’s privacy is important. Sorry Haresh for posting the video of you falling off the chair on my blog and Youtube. I realized that might defame you. I have already taken down the video from both channels; hope you can for give me.
I learnt that criticizing and not mindful of my words will lead to people interpreting wrongly plus appreciating what people had done for me. I am sorry that what I wrote offended Valerie, Joel and Amanda; thanks for the things you all done at the camp. I’ll be more mindful and selective of my words next time and exclude sensitive issues inside.
He who had once tagged my tag board knows who he is and I shall not mention names here, although I was urged to not make hidden the name of the person I want to talk about. My mind is flooded with thoughts when I read that tag, do they mean what they told me today at the round table?
Why hide your identity when you want to scold people? Isn’t it the same as me trying to scold people indirectly by not mentioning their name?
I admit I am those 幸灾乐祸 (sadist) kind of people as I grew up in a environment that forces me to become this way. I realized that too and I wanted to change all these while and I’m trying my best to work towards changing that bad attitude of mine away.
I admit that I like to 酸 people as and when I could, however that is my character of being random and nonsensical. If not I will just be the anti-social me that I used to be last time. I don’t酸people as bad as Mdm Wong does right? Do correct me if I am wrong.
It is just the little little things that you all do that feeds the hatred in me. I am a rather sensitive person; I can pick up change of emotions fast. However I am insensitive when it comes to my usage of words. If next time my words offend any of you, do come tell me ok? Furthermore, I will try my best to restrict my talking and not to bring up sensitive topics like “flying” the next year, again.
That is all I could realized from the “debate” today at the round table. Once again, I will like to make an apology to those who I had hurt with my words and actions.
