Emo Again
As if getting slapped once isn’t enough, a few more were received.
The week of National Day had passed and now is in the post-National Day week. So much so much had happened from then till now that once again left me feeling emotional. I hate this feeling, I hate being emotional. It is really a disease of mine; maybe sooner or later I will develop some mental problems due to being too emotional, who knows?
All I wanted was to be myself, the nonsensical and random self of me; but with negative situations that surrounds me recently how can I not help to be unhappy and emotional? Putting on a façade is very painful job.
Maybe next time I should be more alert and less random. I should watch after what I said. Now, let just by gone be bygones tomorrow I will start afresh as my happy self!
I realized that it is not just I am the one who is hypocrite to people. Everyone does that too. People treat other people differently, it is the way you see that person that decides upon how you going to treat them. Gossips also play apart in these. I think I shan’t talk about this more in the post already. Next time when it comes to my mind again, I shall blog more about this then.
àTo those people waiting and wanting so much to see the photo posts, I am really sorry to announce that I will procrastinate it again. The reason? There are still three more presents I haven’t collected. I want to collect them all first, take photos, then I do a present ranking post as suggested by my friend.
