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Teachers’ Day

Warning: this post will be rather long, if you are interested on what happened on this day, do continue to read on. If you got nothing better to do also, then might want to read on.

Teachers’ day celebration never got any more enjoyable after my Primary 5. However, today I once again felt the fun that I had experienced when I’m in Primary 5. Even though the two spoilers are present, I still enjoyed myself. The teachers actually come together and put up a skit showing the typical Innovian life with a twist of lame humour. Nonetheless the lame humour is comical enough to make me laughed hard. That is when my nostalgic feeling of the concert I’ve been through in Primary 5 comes back. The teachers in my primary school then also performed a skit for us; it is on changing television channel which leads to funny combination of the speech.

For example:

Oh my God! Rooney ramps the soccer ball and right *Zzz…change channel* in the popiah skin.

However, the celebration isn’t the main takeaway for today, the main takeaway was the next three paragraphs to come.

After the concert which ends around 10 plus near 11pm, I wanted to go back to my Secondary School and hence sms-ed Alvin asking if he is going back or not. He didn’t reply anything so, I thought he isn’t going back and I went home. Going alone is not fun. Later on then I found out that he actually went back with Wee and friends. =.=ll| Never reply me, if not I surely join them de lor!

I thought I was late for my secondary 4 class dinner outing and I rushed down to the place as soon as I could but to only found out that the others come later then I do. The meeting time was 5.30pm however the full strength is due at 6.15pm.=.=ll| QQ called James (the organizer) and WanLin to suan them for being so slow and late.

The place James booked was Seoul Garden at Marina Square (MSQ) as it is nearer to Seemun’s working place. The 18 of us were there making the most noise when we are dinning at Seoul Garden, as if it is our home. There were many roars of laughter sitting with NZ, Wee, Samuel and Alvin. They are constantly cracking jokes. I realized that they had no cooking experience before and most of the hotplate food is cooked by me. Even though there are lots of chao da and garlic, Wee still eat it. No doubt this outing I had the most fun laughing with them. When our table (Samuel, Wee, NZ and me) had almost eaten finish, they decided to cook hard boiled eggs! Which is to say that they are going to throw the whole egg into the pot of soup to boil it! Well, in the end the egg really got boiled and is still edible, though I didn’t eat any. Wee also did many pranks that are damn funny.

Wee’s gang and me left early as they want to go for bowling. In the end the alley was full and we can’t play, hence we head back to the restaurant to wait for the others. My only few bars of battery was depleted by a call and left me only the last battery which is enough to make two short call to my mother giving her details where to pick me up later.

When all had finished their food we make our way to the Esplanade. I borrowed Alvin’s phone to make an important call as my batter had already died out. That was when I got to depart from the group to the airport to send my sister off. Thanks Alvin for lending me your phone to call my mother even though you only left two batteries. After, I returned Alvin his phone, its time to wave good bye to them. Before I left Alvin actually gave me a hug which shocked me. Well, don’t know why, my night got brightened.

Waited awhile for the appearance of my aunt’s car as there was a jam and off I go to the New Terminal 3 at Changi Airport! OMG lah! The new T3 is really big, spacey and nice! The design is very eco which makes one feels very comfortable being there. The shops outside (checking in area) aren’t many, however after you went in, there are whole lots of shop! I know it is all because of me that delayed the time and made my sister missed her dinner. However, mother went to buy a toast and give it to her. Hope she will make it safely to her destination for her Student Xcahnge programme. After departing from her, we went to the Kopitiam at B2 to have our dinner (except me, not eating). Then, we left the place already. Speaking of which to explore the place was rather in vain as all of us are tired (except me, strangely...must be the loads of laughter) and the adults needs to work the next morning. (actually is the hug that makes me still feel so energetic!)
Wasted a trip there, that’s all I could say. I so wanted to take many pictures and my battery actually went flat at this time! *curse and swear!*

At 1am, I received a sms from my sister saying bye to us.

Alvin, after that hug, you only make my crush for u more deep =P

Moodless

Really moodless these few days. Feel rather lathegic and reckless to do anything. Sometimes I just feel like throwing all my 'life' away and run to some open space (roof top or empty beach) to just sit there and stare blankly, experience stone-age. 

Too much externalities had crowed my mind, hacking into my emotional system messing up all my feelings.

Everyday, I wake up having two thoughts:
*Should I skip school today and go Polyclinic and buy MC?
*Today I shall not be affected by my emotions, I must stay happy and hyper!

I don't want to continue being this way anymore, I don't want to be the anti-social me who I used to be. Neither do I wish my results to be affected by all these.

What can I do now? Sleep?
I lost my mood to study or even reply a simple sms.
Doing all these seems to drain out the energy of me.

Horoscope

Something interesting I found when I open my email today

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny.. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want.  

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent.. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable But needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally.
 
CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy.. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.
 
VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22)
Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to.Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) 
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
 
SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.
 
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

It is not me who chose to be born this way
What if I tell you I am gay
Would you rather stone me alive instead?

It is not me to chose to be coloured or not
Slavery isn't my job
and Blacks doesn't always sing hip hop.

It is not me who want to age per year
When you need me I'm always here
Don't chuck me away
I'll lend you my listening ear.

It is not up to me to opt for my gender
Women sometimes can do even better
So why am I not given the big task to handle?

If I got a choice
I would rather not be born
into this world that is full of with prejudice
and discrimination
But do I have the option?

Emo Again

As if getting slapped once isn’t enough, a few more were received.

The week of National Day had passed and now is in the post-National Day week. So much so much had happened from then till now that once again left me feeling emotional. I hate this feeling, I hate being emotional. It is really a disease of mine; maybe sooner or later I will develop some mental problems due to being too emotional, who knows?

All I wanted was to be myself, the nonsensical and random self of me; but with negative situations that surrounds me recently how can I not help to be unhappy and emotional? Putting on a façade is very painful job.

Maybe next time I should be more alert and less random. I should watch after what I said. Now, let just by gone be bygones tomorrow I will start afresh as my happy self!

I realized that it is not just I am the one who is hypocrite to people. Everyone does that too. People treat other people differently, it is the way you see that person that decides upon how you going to treat them. Gossips also play apart in these. I think I shan’t talk about this more in the post already. Next time when it comes to my mind again, I shall blog more about this then.

àTo those people waiting and wanting so much to see the photo posts, I am really sorry to announce that I will procrastinate it again. The reason? There are still three more presents I haven’t collected. I want to collect them all first, take photos, then I do a present ranking post as suggested by my friend.

Irony?

Point of No REturn