Sunday, July 13, 2008
Secret Revealed
After viewing the tag, I think it is time for me to reveal something that people didn't know. Do I seem to be as faithful as I'm last time?
I Back Slided from church le! Well, its a long story, I think I should make it short bah.
-I can't feel the atmosphere of God already when we moved to Singpost Centre. Maybe there still is a little at times, however it isn't as strong as that when we are in FTMS house at Dhoby Ghaut.
-I hate the stress that I experienced on both sides. One is where my mother forbid me to go and got curfew to be home before 7 if not she will call me. The other is my CGL who keep asking me to stand up and "fight" and come church.
-Next is the relationship with the person who once brought me to church had been strained. I'm only close to him in church hence after the incident, I seems to be very emotional everytime when I go there. Plus my CG mates talks about other things that I don't know about, I felt very left out.
-The church is expanding so fast that there are alot of people that I didn't see before crowd the place. As it expands, it loses its vales we held on to last time. Like jumping during praises, responding the yes during sermon, etc.
-The songs and sermon are still the same but other things that happened made me set my mind on leaving. I felt a little of freedom since I left, as in I don't really felt tied down. May when my A's are over, I will go back bah.
Count down to 24/7 : 11days left!
I Back Slided from church le! Well, its a long story, I think I should make it short bah.
-I can't feel the atmosphere of God already when we moved to Singpost Centre. Maybe there still is a little at times, however it isn't as strong as that when we are in FTMS house at Dhoby Ghaut.
-I hate the stress that I experienced on both sides. One is where my mother forbid me to go and got curfew to be home before 7 if not she will call me. The other is my CGL who keep asking me to stand up and "fight" and come church.
-Next is the relationship with the person who once brought me to church had been strained. I'm only close to him in church hence after the incident, I seems to be very emotional everytime when I go there. Plus my CG mates talks about other things that I don't know about, I felt very left out.
-The church is expanding so fast that there are alot of people that I didn't see before crowd the place. As it expands, it loses its vales we held on to last time. Like jumping during praises, responding the yes during sermon, etc.
-The songs and sermon are still the same but other things that happened made me set my mind on leaving. I felt a little of freedom since I left, as in I don't really felt tied down. May when my A's are over, I will go back bah.
Count down to 24/7 : 11days left!
