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As the count down date draws near, I think it is time for me to write down my wishes. Well, I don’t wish big, as long as I get something I’m happy with it. After all it is the thought that counts. I would be glad if that date is remembered. Actually the date isn’t that hard to remember after all, it befalls on 24/7. Hmm…think of McDonald’s delivery or 7-eleven operating hours.

I really wonder how many wishes I will get from my friends this year. As time goes by, people around me seem to get busier and busier. Will they ever notice a puny thing like this?

On top of that, PTM would be anytime next week for me. Will my very special day be spoilt just because of that? I pray not.

After talking so much crap, I think I should write down my simple wish list for the coming Thursday. (Note: The wishes are not ranked in order of importance or what I wanted most.)

1. Gain back someone that we (Pri Sch Clique) had lost after our ‘O’ Levels.
2. Tiramisu or Black Forest flavoured cake XD – I’m tired of the normal chocolate cake I’ve been eating all these while.
3. 2GB PSP Memory stick.
4. Celebration together with friends. (Pri Sch, Sec Sch and JC)
5. Birthday card signed by a lot of my friends.
6. A cool/cute mobile phone strap.
7. 1 day off from school.
8. Something cute from Mini Toons.
9. Someone special.
10. Something cool from 77^th Street.
11. Rain for the whole day on 24/7!

I still can remember of this very special date last year when I’m totally surprised when I went to school. Thanks people of JSS class 4/5 for letting me have a wonderful and sort of memorable celebration. Haha…I think I those memory are stored in the my archives of this blog, since I’ve started it when I get to know DG who inspired me to create my very own blog. When was that? I also can’t remember already, I guess it is around end of Secondary 3 or start of Secondary 4 years.

Counting down to IceCleric’s Birthday: 04days left!

Regretted?

To who it may concerns:

I had enough of this suffering already. I hate you interrupting my mind as and when you like. For months, you still hunts me. I don't know why, but you always seems to get into my way somehow somewhat. Would you please please let go of me. I tired my best to dump you aside but yet you always come back to me. Are you a leech or some blood sucker mosquito? You are literally draining the life out of me.

Stop being hypocritical with me already. I'm tired of doing the same to you. Have you realize after that incident I rarely go and confide in you already? Have you ever think of the consequences before doing? What am I of to you, a toy or a subsititute of lower rank? I just think that you are parctically using me and cheating me.

Stop acting as if you are sick, a professional or a know all. Stop generalisating things. I know you are pitiful, but please don't go around telling everybody that as if everyone will give in to you.

Swaring is always alot of slimplier then doing it. Why do I blog out my feelings? Cause I don't think you even care, keep saying that I'm hiding secrets from you. When I told you something, you just shug it off and don't give it a dam, in then long run, do you think that I will tell you everything? Stop swaring things that will never come ture. I just find that you are not professional at all, you are still childish. Why would you not even learn from your previous setbacks? It's not the other party that has gone wrong but have you ever thought that it might be you yourself?

I'm so tired of this, you just can't even let me go. Stop being "nice" to be. You are the one who hides things from me. I run of words to describe you already. I just hope you can be more truthful to me next time and not hide things from me. The more you hides, the more my hate for you grews.

To My Other Friends : If you feel offended by this post I'm terribly sorry about it, apologies in advance. XD

The Starbucks Experiment

When I am informed about our project work meeting date is on Friday, I sulked. Friday is a very short day this week as we can leave at 12.40; our Chinese lessons got cancelled, our teacher is out invigilating. However, the meeting later turned out to be lots of fun.

I got a swollen gum that day when I woke up in the morning. It is so painful that I can't really pounce my words nor eat (chew) properly. The pain got worst after our project work meeting that it (pain) extends to the whole of my left face. Feeling like my face is swollen instead of my gum. When I close my jaw, the pain is even worst, so the whole day my mouth was agape.

Friday's meeting's agenda is making some sample of our card game and testing out on ourselves, to check if there's any anomalous. (suggested by Mdm Wong.) Hence, everyone was to come out with our own Scenario and Customer cards. We then went to Beatrice's house to compile the results and print out to play. At first we are all laughing, cause it felt so awkward and our laughter is horrendous! I hope Beatrice's mother don't mind =S

Sinthu's acting was like so excellent, seeing her act makes us burst into tears of laughter. I never laughed so hard that my tears actually come out. Beatrice's acting was also not that bad. Kay Shim's acting was like totally off, she like so blur. Anyway the game is really enjoyable! When we just started the game our group created, we laugh like mad, however as time goes by we like get used to it and the game runs kinda smoothly. Due to the limited cards we made, the we somehow can predict what card is the "Customer" acting.

Anyway, Beatrice's house is very big and nice. Her room is littered with stuffed toys. That's the first time I went into a girl's room, with the exception of my sisters. Her mother is also very nice person (treated us some dinner) and she's young and pretty too. That's why she have a pretty daughter bah? Genetics!?
LoLz..

Our project ended at around 8plus. When I went home, I just directly sleep already. I can't tolerate the pain of my swollen gum, hence the blog post is posted today.

Count down to 24/7 : 12days left!

A Sensitive Issue

Caution: This post is gonna talk about something that is sensitive, its about section 377A (or 337A, I forgot) of the law. If you can't bear to continue reading then do navigate away from this page of skip this post. Thank you.

Just a day back, the usual gossip gang in my class started gossiping about some lesbian topic. To protect the identity of the person they gossiped about, I shan't disclose any other information here. After listening to the gossip, I have a sudden urge to blog about this.

People hide their sexuality for reasons. The most common reason is that they don't want their friends to know about it and despise them. They don't want to be looked down by people saying "eee..you are a gay/lesbian!". Neither do they want to lose their friends.

The society is that, normal citizens dislikes these kinda people. This in turns forced them to stay quiet. They want to be seen as "normal" people and be treated like one too. Hence, they sometimes do lie about their sexuality. Nobody wishes to be an outcast. We can't blame them too for keeping it a secret.

I do felt for these kinda of people. Sometimes it is not their choice to be like that. Studies have shown that their sexuality may be due to the gene, pointing that they may be born this way. Sometimes, other events happened which might have changed their mindset. Take for instance, this guy when young was raped by a gang of older boys in school. He was so scared that he kept this (gangbang incident) a secret. Slowly, this thinking may change and he is now a gay. The middle process I'm not too sure. There are many other reasons behind this sexuality issue. Another quick example is that this girl from young has no mother, or hates guys due to his father, she may grow up becoming a lesbian.

I do know that sometimes they are a little over, but do remember that they are human like us too. They deserves a right like us do. Why do despise them? Most of the HIV cases came from the heterosexual and not the homosexual people. I do believe that it is our mindset that think that those people are disgusting for what they do; and naturally we attach a stigma on them.

Well, after siding them so much, I do need to swing to the opposite. Just think of this, a best friend of yours that you have known for years tells you his/her sexuality, what will then be your response? In the worst case scenario, if he/she tells you that he/she likes you, will you freak out? Will you serve all ties with that best friend of yours? I do rather find it disturbing. Frankly speaking, I'm alright with homosexuals, however not with extreme sissy and transsexuals. One thing before I conclude today's topic, homosexuals appears normal to other people. They don't have a sign sticked on their forehead, saying I'm a GAY/LESBIAN! Hence, sometimes one must also be wary of this.

It is really painful when someone or some people went to dig out these untold truth. People hide it for a reason, so please respect them and stop digging or guessing. If they want to let you know, they would do it, if not just leave it as it is bah!

This topic only talks about discreet homosexuals, however those open homosexuals are of different case. Maybe I will talk about it so other time when I come across this kinda things bah.

Count down to 24/7 : 14days left!

The ParentTeacherMeet

When Mdm Wong flashed the announcement during Civics Lesson, my heart almost skipped a beat. She proclaimed that those people who scored 6points and below are the compulsory case that their parents will be called down to the PTM. The PTM consent form is sent to us via snail mail and heng ar! I was always the one who opens the letter box; hence they are not informed about the PTM yet; just yet…

I wondered that how am I going to break the news to my mother. As expected, I am in the compulsory range; for the past few years I’ve always been in that range. I really wondered what will Mdm Wong going to tell my mother about… I hope it isn’t something bad, as she is already upset with me already, it will only worsen the situation.

The worst thing ever is that the PTM is actually on 25^th July, one day after my birthday. However, Mdm Wong is on course on that day, hence she had shifted the timing to Monday, Tuesday and Thursday on the same week. Think of which, 25^th is on the Friday, my birthday lies on the 24^th which is one of the alternative date that she had suggested. Wow, how am I going to have a peaceful birthday this year? I surely can’t set my mind to rest with this matter. I don’t wish to see the disappointed face of my mother on that day too. What am I going to do?

Should I go for the alternative that Mdm Wong suggested; which is to give the contact of your parent - where your parent cannot make it in the suggested days and the timing? This seems to be a better way out for me. The percentage chance of Mdm Wong not calling is quite high – I bet she doesn’t have enough time to do all these calling. However, if she did call, I’m at risk to come home seeing the black face of my mother.

What should I do? I need to hand in the reply slip by this Friday, which is approaching very soon. What should I do?

Count down: 15days left!

Actually A Sun Tan Outing

Went on a sun tanning outing with my primary school clique yesterday to Sentosa. Well, all I have to say is that the weather don't favour us yesterday as it is super cloudy and windy, the sense of threatening to rain. What for sun tan? Cloud tan better bah!

We ended up playing some games at the beach like frisbee and volleyball. CS actually brought a frisbee at $7! Wow, so expensive man! We played frisbee till super sianz already then went to join a couple to play volleyball. Who knows, later summore people came in and join us and we formed team playing against each other. The volleyball game was fun, until some other people came and interrupt us saying that they want the court. As we are very lousy, we had no choice but to give way to them. I was a fun game tho. Me and CS is like very gay lah, keep laughing laughing. Actually the guy we met is like very good, cause he is like very patient with us-we don't know how to play mah!

The drizzle finally desended at around 7pm when we are playing basketball with some China people. We had no choice but to leave Sentosa and eat at the hawker center beside harbor front centre bus interchange. To our horror after some long walking, the place is closed for scheduled cleaning.

We ended up eating Carls Jr and went shopping after that at Vivo City.

Count down: 17 days left!

!Get Smart!

Went on another movie outing with the ever LAME Lyon Loo to Shaw house at Orchard. I don't know why I can't ever win him in a cold lame suaning war. Anyway, the movie is super funny! It's in really a laughing show from the start of the show to the end! I almost fell of the comfy chair laughing. Well, the overall plot wasn't that bad. If I were to rate the show, I'd give it a 4.5 stars out of 5 stars! ?It's worth the watch! Got like two gay seen sommore XP

Early Celebration

Today we went out to celebrate Amanda’s birthday which falls on this Sunday, 06/07. 11 people went to Causeway Point Pizza Hut to have lunch together. The 11 people include the usual Amanda’s clique (Amanda, Aaron, Valerie, Pamela, KayShim and Beatrice) plus YiChong, Joel, Haresh, Sinthu and Me! The present they give her was something related to her replica which kinda pissed her off.

YiChong left early as he got some important stuff to settle. He had been zoning out ever since he received a call this morning before Chemistry lecture (he went missing for the lecture). Joel left after taking a group photo shot as he needs to go for CCA. I too have CCA but I skipped it, since YiChong not going too. KayShim left soon after Joel’s departure. Popular was our next destination after our lunch as the girls want to buy pink and black files for the GP file check tomorrow. After loitering around popular and creating commotion there, the girls decided to walk around Causeway Point as they don’t want to go home that early.

The final decision was to go Junction8 after some time of pointless walking around the mall. I heard that they are planning to go there to take a look at the Zinc bags. The leftover guys were reluctant to accompany them to such a far away place but in the end the girls successfully dragged us there. Sinthu insisted that she doesn’t want to go and hence waved goodbye to us at the MRT station.

Quite some funny stuff happened on the train. Thanks to Amanda the gossiper at least the trip won’t be that boring after all. OMG lah, there’s this tall and shuai ge sitting opposite where we were standing and he keep looking at this direction. Wonder who he is looking at..is it me? LoLz, joking joking..I only notice it when Pamela talked about it.

So, we reached the place. They head down to the Zinc shop first and tried out the bags. In the end Amanda and Valerie didn’t buy the bags that had they set their eyes on as they are cashless at the moment. The outing then continues with pointless wondering around the place. Well, I’ve never been there before, but nothing there really amazes me. It’s just like any other shopping mall. Half way through the pointless browsing, Amanda “pang she-ed“us by meeting up with her CHIJ friend and leaving with her. After she left, the group of people become sort of quite already; think everyone is feeling lethargic already.

We do some more aimless window shopping before dispersing at around 6plus in the evening.

I’ve realized that after half a year had passed already and the class is slowly dividing and the “division line” is somewhat visible. I think I’d prefer to stick to the Amanda’s gang as there are more gossips and it seems to be more happening than the other.

Count down: 22days left!

1. What do you think of the world we're living in now?
~ Dying soon le lor.. Humans caused it upon themselves.
2. Who is more important to you? friends or gf?
~ Friends lah! After you break off, your girlfriend still will end up becoming your friend.
3. Who are the people you trust the most?
~ Trust? I don’t really give people my fullest trust. I’ve darker secrets.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ Last time bah.. As you grow up, things that happens around you slowly will make you lose confidence de..
5. What do you think of YOURSELF?
~ Overly act cute but buay cute le bah? I’m lazy and as clumsy as a bear and blur as a sotong.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ I love rainy days tho. Never thought of gonna see rainbow after that.
7. What is your goal for this year?
~ Do well and get promoted to JC2 hence earning myself a Apple Mac Book Pro. XD
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
~ Hmm.. your actions are reflection of your believes. Hence when you believe that there is eternal love then it will happen.
9. What feeling do you love the most?
~ Being blissful and carefree.
10. What are the requirements of your the other half?
~ Hmm.. too many already. If you want to know more, then ask me personally yourself bah? I’ll see how the demand goes. If need be I’ll put a post on this lor? =P
11. List the best moments in your life.
~ I think I’ve got worst moments then best moments in my life. Right now, I can’t think of any yet.
12. What do you hate most?
~ Crowded places and people who smokes, I hate them to the core!
13. Between love and money?
~ Love bah? Cause I just feel that money reflects the evilness in people’s heart.
14. What's the most attractive things about a person to you?
~ Understanding personality bah?
15. Describe the person who tagged you using 5 words.
~ Which person?
16. Who can you not live without?
~ Can say family?
17. If you have one wish now, what would you wish for?
~ Become the real IceCleric XD
18. How do you want to be remembered?
~ Someone who always be there to provide a listening ear for his friends in need, sometimes hyperactively gay-ish to irk people. LoLz.
19. Your definition of LOVE
~ Aiyah, hard to define lah, go search the dictionary youself!
20. Do you believe in dreams come true?
~ Dreams only come true when you work like a dog for it!

Instructions: Remove 1 ques from above and add in your personal ques. Make a total of 20 ques and tag 8 ppl. List them out at the end of your post. Notify them in your cbox! Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all the lucky 8. (:

(From Willy) Remove: 16. Who can you not live without? My question: How have you, or intend to, give back to the society which natured you.

Hmm.. too chimp question, I’m at the lost of words. Mind trying to explain it more?

Remove: 1.What do you think of the world we're living in now? My question: name five people that come to your mind now and what is their relationship with you?