Think that recently I'm just getting more paranoid, easily agitated. Maybe I think too much already.

I suddenly felt like I'm a dog. I do something in turn get praised, making me feel happy.
Aren't it the same as a dog? When the owner ask it to do something and the dog performs it well, the owner will praise (giving treats) his dog; in turn the dog will feel happy getting praised too. The owner praise his do is out of happiness that his dog had listen to him and not other things.
Why am I always the one who initiated the sms? My morning greeting, naggy reminders and even good night greetings. If, I don't initiated it, will you message me first instead? I felt like I'm really losing you already. So close but yet so far. Bleeding Bleeding Blood. Greed is the root of all evil, not money. I'm starting to doubt that do you still have any feelings left. I really don't wish to end up like him.

~IceCleric~