I have caused it upon myself. The word I did not wish to hear had finally been spoken. Even though the word had had not been clearly spoken, but I know from the start what you mean. I just don't wish to know the truth so early, hence I acted blur.

Pastor Sy Rogers once said

"what you said you may not have then chance of taking it back."

I regretted posting those stuffs on my blog. I don't think that you will ever forgive me of what I posted here; what I wrote is just what I feel on the spot that time. No hard feelings. If you felt that I exaggerated it, then I have no say. I'm sorry to make you feel sad and depressed. The decision lies in you. I just want to accompany you together with your last walk.

No offense this time. I wasn't implying anything here in this post.
Outch, my heart hurt.

~IceCleric~