When people are silent and alone, they tend to drift away in deep thoughts or day dreaming. I've found a quiet place to rest in my school campus. I'll usually pop by that place during my breaks. I don't really like the food in the canteen plus the anti-social me, I don't really have much friends there.
When I sat there, I sometimes do think about alot of other stuffs that is not related to school work. When I'm there I also will take out my mobile phone and start messaging that someone cos I really miss that someone's company.
I also realize that when I starts to smile more, my day will then be great. However if I'm emotional, my day will be rotten then. Hence I'm trying my best to smile everyday.
I fasted today. Reasons? Cos I'm worried about someone and somethings. Hence, I'm gonna fast from today till this Friday.

There's alot I wanna tell you but I just don't dare to say it through the phone or even through text messaging.
1. I want to tell you that you have brighten up my day with simple replies.

2. I will not neglect you, I'm going to give in 100% of me this time. I'm serious!

3. I'm willing to change for your sake.

4. I'm worried about your unstable condition now. I wanted to give in all, but are you ready? Can you put the the past and start afresh with me?

5. I'm extremely jealous of your previous who you always mention about. I find your previous is very big hearted/wei da. I wanted to be like your previous also, giving you joy everytime and the actions touches your heart. I know I can't do as well as your previous does but I'll give in whatever I can give.

6. I don't want to end up like the recent one. I will do everything in my power to keep this going forever. I'm just crazy over you. Do you believe that it will last forever?

7. Will you promise me to give in your best too? I don't want to lose you, don't leave me can?

8. I understands that you may experience stress sometimes, tell me and I'll understand. Cos everyone needs their own breathing space.

9. I like the way you are, stop telling me that you are bad already. I'm willing to trust you whole hearty.

~IceCleric~