First, I want to apologize that IceCleric isn't writing any story today, cos he decided not to write anymore. SORRY to those who anticipated for the story.

I woke up yesterday night, shivering in my bed. I'm absolutely freezing cold! Something that is strange is that I got my blanket and my body was still feeling warm. Think IceCleric has gotten down with a fever already. No! Why does it happens to me during this festive season? I ain't enjoying any part of it!
Today I then woke up with super sticky mouth. =.= [Erm, I think is my saliva gone dry le bah?] Then, speaking was like super hard for me. I spoke but then no much of a voice came out. For a moment I thought I lost my voice already! Luckily I didn't as I can speak now. Then I do some wash up and went out to help in my father's store as today is the first day of the month of the Chinese calender. Wasn't in a good mood though. Partially is due to my sickness but mostly I still can't get over that thing. When I don't realize it, I will drift away and suddenly be so frustrated with myself.

Don't know why, yesterday I don't even dare to look into my kor's eyes when I talk to him. I also realized I've gotta change alot in my character. Slowly I realized that which things I gotta change. I'm trying my best to take note of it and apply what is right into my life. I'll show my kor that I'll change de! Wait and you will see! =]

I think I understand already. By Faith, I shall understand. What you chose is the right choice cos you followed your heart-that's what you always told me-and you are sure you will be happy with your choice. From your eyes though I see a slight regret but you followed your heart. Thanks for being honest with me. I'll get up on my feet and start walking again, don't worry for me anymore. I'm happy for you both being together. I really wish you both bliss from the bottom of my heart.

I saw blood, bleeding down a already shattered heart...that person must have died painfully.

~IceCleric~