Actually my main aim yesterday,25/12/07 is to take a break from all my feelings. I gave a simple excuse to my parents of going to East Coast Park to cycle as a form of Christmas celebration this year. Actually, I don't even wants to cycle, I just want to go to the coast and sit there and just stare, maybe even thought of jumping down the coast. However my sisters and one of my sister's friend (he tagged along) are so into cycling that I can't say no; after all it's me who suggested to go East Coast Park to cycle.


I was very scared of the bike. I still got the phobia of my accident which happened at the first day of this year,1/1/07. However when I started cycling, it seems like my woes are gone. Maybe that's also a way for me to just don't think so much. However, my heart still longs for a coast for me to sit down and just went blank over there. Hence in the end, after cycling for about an hour, we just parked our bikes at the nearest coast we could find. I played the song Ji De, by Amei as I sat down on the coast. How many of you knows that when children are around, you can't have peace? Even worst, there was lots of flies there and I'm their target! I then decided to jump off the coast and walk towards the beach which is near by. There, I scribbled words on the sand.


We played awhile and headed back to return our bike and go for dinner. After dinner we walked by a catcher machine. Giving my luck a try, I decide to catch a soft toy. And...YAY! I got a toy in my first attempt! I was intoxicated!

The adults decided to bowl and the kids decided to visit the arcade on the second floor. I told the adults that I wish to try bowling once, and went up with the kids to play arcade.

The way my youngest sister and I play the DDR machine was a halirious. It's so noob! We can't even pass the second stage!
When I went down they told me that they have help me book a place and passed me the shoes. O.o I only told them I wanna try once, and they let me play whole game! Well, I only strike once(which was just lucky), most of the time I'm just washing the drain! (that's what Siang told me when your ball went into the drains at the corner.)

After everything on that day, I've come already come to a decision. My heart feels better now and I'm gonna start afresh! Don't know why, but I was really anticipating your reply that day. Your replies seems to come later and later, I just wondered why. Why am I still suffering in this pain?

~IceCleric~