I'm really happy with the decision I've made. Let it go! Thanks Kor for counseling me, I really appreciate it! Cos yesterday you sacrificed your sleeping time to talk to me. You are a very good Kor indeed >.<

Well I've realized that there are still friends who actually cared for me not just you. Well, thanks Egyptian Demoness Queen for the encouragement yesterday. =)
Now you seems cold even though I tired cheering up myself and talk to you normally. Don't even think that you are reading my post lors.. Never mind, let bygones be bygones. I won't hate you. Hating people is very tiring-that's wad my Kor told me. We are still friends, but the relationship is strained, it will take sometime to heal though. Wish you bliss.

Kor also made me realize that I need to change my attitude. My easily emo and super sensitive attitude, wait plus my bad tempered ways! Wah, didn't know I was so bad!? Kor told me if you determined to change then you will change! Plus Mentality is also important! Hence, now I wanna change my old ways! First, I think I'll start controlling my temper and start speaking nicely to others and don't be rude. Let's see if I can succeed yeh? What if I do succeed? Any treats from anyone? hehe..=P

To those who cares about me, I'm alright already. Even though still feeling a little emo at times. But I'll force myself to be happy! Can't show a black (racist) face to my friends rite? I also regretted that I slashed myself again yesterday after reading your message. Now my hand is like so beautiful, cos this time I attempted scissors, can't find pen-knife. Well who knows, next time I may just use a chopper instead. WAHAHAHA! Think what Egyptian Demoness Queen said to me earlier was true, it's surely addictive. Plus yesterday when I cut my left arm, I don't feel pain. Maybe my heart is more painful at that point of time that it numbed the pain on my left arm bah? Well, I'm alright already! Short pain is better the longer pain. The longer I hold you the more pain I got. So I just let it off already! Now, I'm carefree!

Well, my Kor actually told me if you didn't find another person there's still chance for me, but now the 3rd party had already interfere the game, I don't stand a chance anymore. Well maybe I'm too rash also enter the game with you at the wrong time. Should enter with you now, but I scared that by this time I won't get a chance anymore. Think that person enters the game just at the right time, I know you are all confused now, the best decision is that I retreat from the game. I lost! Then I shall let you two continue the game bah! I'm a evil Christian, I curse you! Shall make you regret your actions! *Evil Laughter*

Pui! me going for a change, why am I saying this? Pui! Pui! Pui!

Actually I've planned loads of activity to compensate for the time loss. But it's too late. You won't go Ice-Skate with me, don't even mention about Neo-Prints or even overnight stay at my house. Even the presents and stuff. I shall flush them down the toilet..bye memories of the past! Hello Memories of the future!

~IceCleric~