Sorry readers for this emo post. If you don't like it then just don't continue reading.

I don't know what has gotten into me
Am I really that stupid?

Spikes are there
Thorns are also there
The forbidden fruit seems so tempting

I know the pain
I know the hurt
Yet I still pluck it

I taste it once
It all seems bitter
I taste it again
It's still the same

Still I continue plucking
and tasting that devil fruit.

Hurt
~IceCleric~

I wish to let it go, but my brain is cruel. I keep torturing me with those thoughts. Time will heal your hurt or you will forget it when time pass by. I find it all crap! Or just maybe it isn't long enough for the time to heal.

Yep, I'm spreading my emo epidemic again! Don't know why, Friday, 21th Sept I don't know what has gotten into me; I suddenly felt so emotional again! Reckless feeling thats what may kor*(not real kor) told me. All my results are back. Calculated my L1R5; its a 25. What am I gonna do? What about my 1st 1 month in JC*? My aiming is ACJC. How do I even get in with this kind of shitty results? Yet, my friend who only take 6 subjects-cos he dropped one-is feeling more stressed then me; his L1R5 is lesser then 20.
I tired to look as cheerful as I was last time. Yet it's in vein. Now I just feel like not doing anything anymore. Maybe thinking of joining Max together to study. My study is inefficient, why? Really hope I won't get the last in my battlefield again this time.
~IceCleric~

JC-Junior College
kor- chinese; brother.