I had so many feelings inside, so many troubles that I don't even know how to handle well. I HATED myself.
31st July coming soon, and it is the birthday of someone who I trusted and in the end is also the one who left a deep scar in my heart, I am so run-down now. I'm still deciding if to send him an message on that day or not. Would I once again got hurt?
Am I really that bad, that no one likes me, that no one wants to be friends with me?
What's wrong? Tell me!? I know, there are sure many bad things you want to say about me. Cos you can't really find my good points. Or you could also say there aren't any..
I hate you Jed for coming into my life!
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HurT...